Archive for September, 2010

Edit: All is better now. I had a nice long cry and a bit of a mope and I feel better, even though some things in my life still suck…they just seem to suck less. I do really need a new job though….


I was gonna post a post about silly things from my job…and I probably will later…but right now I’m just too mopey…

(“Family” members – All is well. For the most part. I mean, all that I say is true, but it’s not that OMG my life is horrible. I just need a vent)

My job? It sucks. I’m essentially a cleaning woman for the school that I’m normally attending, but am on a leave of absence from. The glares I get from the kids whose dorms I clean makes you think I had killed their mother. And they puke all over the place, and don’t even pretend to try to clean up after themselves. And there are chunks in it, and oh god I’m getting nauseous just remembering it…

I saw the professor I worked for last year on my way to the computer lab for my lunch break. He had a new student worker. And it makes me sad. I liked that job. It was probably one of the best jobs I’ve had. And now…it’s gone, without a chance of being allowed back to work with him, unless she for some reason up and quits…he asked me if I’m still with boyfriend, who is taking an independent study. Everybody gets to hang out with the professor but me…and now I’m tearing up in the computer lab (which, by the way, I never cry in public) because I’m missing being a student, and mourning for the job, which, up until now, I held illusions that I’d be able to get it back next semester.

I hate my job, my apartment is a mess, until I get my paycheck I’ve got bills looming over my head (it’s supposed to come Friday, but they fucked my friend over last week, because they “didn’t get a chance” to put him in payroll last week, which makes me worried for my prospects) and my friends are all too far away or too busy or not free at the same times, and even if I do get a chance to hang out with them, I usually don’t want to, because I’m either too tired or too pissed off from my job. I’ve got a cold that I’m fairly certain comes from the cleaning products I use killing the good bacteria, but I’m probably wrong. I’m almost always tired, because I wake up at 4:30. And this is the most minor, but my painting my nails ever has become pointless, because between the gloves and the cleaning products, it will chip the first day. Ugh.

I’m probably just over exagerating how horrible things are. It’s probably fine. ­čśŽ I’m just really unhappy at the moment, and needed to get some of this off my chest.

There’ll be a happier post later, when I’ve chilled out enough and have stopped being unhappy and such.


Good news!!

So, this morning, a bit after I woke up, I got a call from my godfather..

..he had seen the last post, and was worried. (Hi godfather!)

And I got to tell him what I’m about to tell you:


Go go me!!

40 hours a week, more than pays rent, so I can set aside money for India trip in the summer. Yay! Happy happy!

More posts to come. Happy Momo is happy, and therefore, more likely to post!

So, I live in an apartment. Pay rent and everything. So you can imagine that I don’t live at my mom’s place during the summer, and only come down to visit…

Because of this, I asked the school to mail any and all documents to my apartment, ’cause I don’t go to my mom’s often enough for mail going there to be effective. At the beginning of the summer, I did this, partially because I moved and partially because I know they change over to the parent’s address during the summer unless you tell them otherwise.

I send in the normal forms to my school, ’cause I know they always need those… Apparently, the government randomly decides to verify certain people’s incomes, and signed tax forms aren’t enough. They wanted the W2. But the letter telling me this? It went…….to my moms! >_<

So, I get an e-mail saying that I needed to pay my bill….WTF I thought, why is no aid deducted? Contacted the school. Found out they needed the W-2’s for my mom and I…

We found my mom’s W2, seriously, 3 or so days before class started…

…the school said they won’t be able to process it by this Friday, when I need to be financially cleared by…:-/

I could pay $3080.84 (a third of what they want from me) and get cleared…except oh wait, I’m poor, that’s why I need financial aid in the first place. We’re lucky that I sometimes make rent. Which brings me to my next point..

Due to the fact that they fucked up and mailed shit to the wrong house (which they refuse to apologize or accept any fault for, even though I went OUT OF MY WAY to make sure they had the right address!), I can’t work at the job I was planning on working, since I’m not a student. It was all lined up and everything, and beautiful, and paying! But since it’s only for the people taking classes…guess who’s job searching? And panicking and worrying about making rent come rent time? I have a month, but EVERYONE is looking for jobs, and I’m terrified of not finding one. I’m tied to this lease until the end of May. That means I’m responsible for half of it until the end of May.

So..yeah. I’m in a tough spot. **sigh** And I don’t know what to do, except to keep on trying. Wish me luck! And if anyone happens to know of any employment opportunities that I can either do remotely, or of any job opportunities in southern New Hampshire (can’t specify the town, sorry, there ARE loonies on the interwebz…) please let me know. Please. I will be forever grateful.

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